sloth consumes, easy path, mind is off
dreams come soon, maybe mine, maybe yours
i sit and stare
time streaming by
can't find a place to jump on

feeling old, feeling empty, ways to die
flash back on in between laughing grunts
life is better
nothing to wait for
worry and doubt are for suckers

will and self, waking up, feeling free
thinking was inside out this whole time
memory comes
it still burns
it doesn't rule me anymore

pain swirls, drills through the skin
the mind stays clear, assimilates the gravel
nothing denied
a few things lost
back on the train, not waiting